what have u missed

This is the questions some one asked me few minutes back.
I told that if i start speaking on this topic may be the list is endless.
As someone always says ----- LIFE IS SUCH

you never know what Life has in store for you
but i always think of all the things of my past which happened to me and it brings a smile to my face and not sadness, may be it is because i think that whatever happened to me did happen for good and he was showing me the way to something big.
It gives me great strength
It tells me that I need to move on..
Things happen for a reason..and frankly speaking.. i have still not found the reason for all the things happend with me and the things that are happening with me...
But i know one day the reason will come infront of me and tell me that "see this is why all that things happened with you in the past"
I am just waiting for that moment

There are lots of dreams that you want to complete in this life
may be the dreams are for you
may be the dreams are for your parents.
may be for everyone whom you love
The dreams Will come true surely............
you just need to wait..

When the storm is raging all around me
And when the cares of this world darken my day
God is the light that shines and shows me the way

he will surely show the same way to you..
you need to just walk that way....

When my sin is all that I can see
His grace remains the shelter that I seek
And when my weakness is all that I have
His gentle Spirit gives me strength again.

Life is such .. so keep smiling and moving ahead in your life..
you need to do many things..

Sometimes i
Lift my EYES
Try to look into my head, and find no answer there for all those things.
Try to look into my heart and find no hope.
And then i smile again as usual and walk ahead

You can lift your eyes and try doing the same.

when u look at the stars and make no sense out of it
And then you finally realize

Hey! He is the one
That u have been looking for
Still to find those answers.

Worlds Apart

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow, it all adds up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I flew too high
And like Icarus, I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
To give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
More deeply than the oceans
More abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache

Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

(To love you) Take my world apart
(To need you) I am on my knees
(To love you) Take my world apart
(To need you) Broken, on my knees

All said and done, I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me
For all I am, for all you are
For what I need and what I believe, are worlds apart, and I pray

I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
And wipe away the crimson stains
And dull the nails that still remain
More and more I need You now
I owe You more each passing hour
Battles between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago
So steal my heart and take the pain
And wash the feet and cleanse my pride
Take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears
My sin-soaked heart, make it Yours
Take my world all apart
Take it now, take it now
And serve the ones that I despise
Speak the words I can't deny
Watch the world I used to love
Fall to dust and thrown away
I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
Wipe away the crimson stains
And dull the nails that still remain
Steal my heart, take the pain
Take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears
Take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray
Take my world apart

Again

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Now here you are walking right through my door.

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better, worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Or take your crown never

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I've searched through time
I've always known
That you were there upon your throne
A lonely queen without her king
I've longed for you my love forever

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again...
I wonder if I'll ever see you again...
I wonder if I'll ever see you again...
I wonder if I'll ever see you again...
I wonder if I'll ever see you again...

Love Me Right

Ooh baby love me right
let me love you till you get it right
why can't you let the others be
coz with you is where I got to be
oh sugar...where've you been
hangin' out with your male friends
listen...somebodys gonna hurt you
the way you love to keep hurting me

Ooh baby love me right
let me love you till the morning comes
ooh sugar love me right
you know I want to be the only one

let me love you till you get it right

Ooh baby.... understand,
I want you to be the only man
But it seems so it's getting too hard
I think i start to have my own fun

Ooh baby.... It's plain to see
That i'm qualified to fill your needs
You think you put'n over on me
Oh honey baby just you ain't to see

Ooh baby love me right
let me love you till the morning comes
ooh sugar love me right
you know I want to be the only one

let me love you till you get it right

love me right
you gotta love me
love me right
you gotta love me

let me love you till you get it right

Ooh baby love me right
let me love you till the morning comes
ooh sugar love me right
you know I want to be the only one

Hide and seek - Dedicated to My MOM

Enough of hide and seek, come before me.
I searched for you everywhere.
Your mother is now tired.
Its evening and I'm worried about you
Hazy is what my sight is, come to me

What do I tell you about the place where I am, maa?
There is freedom and independence like the vast sky here.
Like your stories it is innocent and beautiful here
Its like a dreamland here.
My kite (I am) is flying without any worries maa.
Nobody to steal or cut my kite's string.

My eyes are waiting for your arrival.
My heart is going through various emotions.
Slowly darkness in creeping in the courtyard, where is my lamp(son)
The sun is setting and gesturing to the moon, where are you?
Where are you my moon (son)?

How do I show you what is here?
I've drunk water from the fountain maa
I've touched several clusters of my dreams
The sunlight along with the shade is here
The atmosphere is so different and new
All that I want is here maa... but still...
Loneliness is what I feel here without you

When There Was Me and You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me feel
Like I could sing along.
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe
That I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
while I was falling
And I didn't mind

Because I liked the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Breaking Free

We’re soarin’, flyin',There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach
If we’re tryin’, so we’re breakin’ free

You know the world can see us, in a way that’s different than who we are

Creating space between us, till we’re separate hearts

But your faith, it gives me strength,Strength to believe

We’re breakin’ free, We’re soarin’ Flyin’

There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach

If we’re tryin’ Yeah we’re breakin’ free, Oh we’re breakin’ free, Ooohhhhhhh

Can you feel it building,Like a wave the ocean just can’t control, Connected by a feeling

In our very souls, Very souls

Rising till it lifts us up,so everyone can see

Ohhhhh Runnin'

Climbin’ To get to that place

To be all that we can be Now’s the time

So we’re breakin’ free

More than hope, More than faith

This is true, this is fate, And together We see it coming

More than you, More than me Not a want, but a need

Both of us breakin free, Soarin’ Flyin’There’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach If we’re tryin’

You know the world can see us, in a way that’s different than who we are

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Jenny, Jenny, who can I turn to?
You give me something I can hold on to.
I know you think I'm like the others before
Who saw your name and number on the wall

Jenny, I got your number,
I need to make you mine.
Jenny, don't change your number,
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Jenny, Jenny, you're the girl for me.
You don't know me but you make me so happy.
I tried to call you before but I lost my nerve.
I tried my imagination, but I was disturbed.

Jenny, I got your number,
I need to make you mine.
Jenny, don't change your number,
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I got it, I got it, I got it!
I got your number on the wall!
I got it, I got it, I got it!
For a good time, for a good time call....

Jenny, don't change your number.
I need to make you mine.
Jenny. I'll call your number,
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For the price of a dime I can always turn to you.
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Flood

Rain, rain on my face,It hasn't stopped raining for days
My world is a flood, Slowly I become one with the mud

But if I can't swim after forty days,And my mind is crushed by the crashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall, Lift me oh-wo

Lift me up, When I'm falling
Lift me up, I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up, I need you to hold me
Lift me up, Keep me from drowning again

Downpour on my soul, Splashing in the ocean, I'm losing control
Dark sky all around, I can't feel my feet touching the ground

But if I can't swim after forty days, And my mind is crushed by the crashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall, Lift me oh-wo

Calm the storms that drench my eyes, Dry the streams still flowing
Casting down all the waves of sin, And guilt that overthrow me

Life is Such

As my friend says always "Life is SUCH" :)
I love to interact with people.
I love talking to them.
I love people who can trust me.
I like to be trusted.
and yes if you trust me, u will die happily.
cause i am like that. it is very hard to get things out of my mouth and mind.
I want my friends to trust me talk to me anything that they want.
I want them to be as free as possible. I want them to talk to me like they are talking to themself.
I want to share their sorrows and happiness, and yes in turn make them so happy that they forget all their sorrows.
I dont know where my life will take me with all the tensions i have in my mind everyday.
But i want my friends to be happy when they talk to me, when they are with me, i want them to love me.
Lots of people have helped me in getting to the place where i am at my work. Let me mention few of them, who deserve it.
Firstly its my Aunty and uncle who helped me learn graphics by paying the first installment of my fees.
Second most important person who still is my Friend Rajesh Gupta, who really has and is being helping me to reach this stage.
There are many more like Amit Bhowmik, Ashay padwal, Arun Gupta the list is endless.
I will always be thankful to them my whole life.
Rajesh gave me a kick start to my carrer, and i have not yet utilized it to my best. A 100 salute to him for that.
I would like to be recogonised in the industry what i am working on, I want people to count on me for things, like just tell me things and forget it, I am really thankful to god for all the people whom he has given me to reach this stage and whom he kept sending from time to time to help me out from all the situations.
I want all of you who reads it to smile in the end and do remember me always if u are in need no matter if you have ever met me also.
I just need all of you who is reading this to be my friends for ever, and always be my friend and count on me no matter what the situation it is. I promise to help u if it is in my hand.
I am here in this world for you and will always be there whenever u need me.
I like being with all of you and want to be always with u.
You are very precious to me people.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
:) Keep smiling and give me a buzz whenever u are all alone.. u will find me answering you calls.

Her Eyes Made me go crazy

Have you ever gone crazy by looking into someones eyes.
Her eyes(*) were amazing, feels like to keep looking into them and find out what she is looking for.
those twinkling eyes,They speak of a thousand things.
It glows and I drown in its intensity,I would love to stay there forever.
I consider myself lucky enough, To have a chance to look into her eyes.
When cupid's arrow strikes, The world seems apparelled in celestial light,
Like the glory and freshness of your eyes. Just like the morning dew, Exotic and beautiful.
Every time I look into your eyes, I'm lost in innumerable memories,Thus forgetting the world behind me.
I wouldn't expect anything much, Than just being the Apple of your eye!

I shall put you in my eyes,(*) close them, and ... fly away. Where to? No, not to the moon, not to a dream dreamed by anyone, Nor to a world composed by a string. I would not borrow foolishness from a swallow, Nor a sigh from a lily O my beautiful! Song of a lifetime.
Where to? ... They would ask After you ... Where to?
Come close and depart in a world of scent. Sometimes the stars would stray and at times, you would say, They found their way and rested in your beautiful eyes (*) ...
Let what will happen Happen, O my beauty.
I would put you in my eyes, close them and fly away! (*)

:) :) :) :)

All good things come to an end

All Good Things (Come To An End), "Honestly what will become of me, don't like reality It's way too clear to me, But really life is daily, We are what we don't see Missed everything daydreaming.

Flames to dust, Lovers to friends, Why do all good things come to an end.

Traveling I only stop at exits, Wondering if I'll stayYoung and restless, Living this way I stress less, I want to pull away when the dream dies, The pain sets it and I don't cry, I only feel gravity and I wonder why?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon, Whistling a new tune, Hoping it would come soon, And the sun was wondering, if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away, And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping, and, the rain forgot how to bring salvationthe dogs were barking at the new moon, Whistling a new tune, Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

Music

Music can change my mood in seconds. No matter what my mood is or how bad it is, Music changes it in seconds.
Even i get amazed about it, Music actually takes out everything from my mind makes it fresh like a newly born leaf.
I Forget all my sorrows. i forget everything. Feels like Life is just cool and should be like this..
Dont know when is it going to be like this forever.
Soon it will be.

Janis Joplin - Leaving On A Jet Plane

all my bags are packed and i'm ready to go
i'm standin here outside your door
i hate to wake you up to say goodbye
but the dawn is breakin it's early morn
the taxi's waitin he's blowin his horn
already i'm so lonesome i could die

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
cause i'm leavin on a jet plane
don't know if i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go

ther's so many times i let you down
so many times i've played around
but i tell you now they don't mean a thing
every place i go i'll think of you
every song i'll sing i'll sing for you
and when i come back i'll wear your wedding ring

so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
cause i'm leavin on a jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go

now the time has come to leave you
one more time now let me kiss you
close your eyes and i'll be on my way
dream about the days to come
when i won't have to leave alone
about the times that i won't have to say....

oh kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me
cause i'm leavin on a jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go

i'm leavin on a jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go
i'm leavin on a jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe i hate to go

but i'm leavin on a jet plane
leavin on a jet plane
leavin on a jet plane
leavin on a jet plane
leavin on a jet plane
leavin on a jet plane
leavin on a jet plane
leavin on a jet plane
leavin on a jet plane

Nelly Furtado - I'm Like A Bird

You're beautiful, that's for sure
You'll never ever fade
You're lovely but it's not for sure
That I won't ever change
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is

All I need for you to know is
Your faith in me brings me to tears
Even after all these years
And it pains me so much to tell
That you don't know me that well
And though my love is rare
Though my love is true

I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is
It's not that I wanna say goodbye
It's just that every time you try to tell me that you love me
Each and every single day I know
I'm going to have to eventually give you away
And though my love is rare
And though my love is true
Hey I'm just scared
That we may fall through

I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is, I don't know where my home is
(and baby all I need for you to know is)
I'm like a bird, I only fly away
I don't know where my soul is , I don't know where my home is
All I need for you to know is

Honey - I'snt she Cute

She is the Cutest pet in the entire world

Simpsons

Free to do What ever it wants

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Money is the only thing on my mind nowadays, cause what so ever people say, you cannot be happy without having enough money in your hand.
When i say enough money i mean enough to go out with the one you love, enough to buy things for them(Which i havent done from almost a year), enough to be happy, which is actually very little.
I still wait for that day when i can do things for my loved ones which i have been always wanted to do.
Every day in the morning i get up thinking the same, and ask god only one thing, "BE with me and help me where ever i am struck".
God can only show you the way and he will put you through many frustrating moments which i have gone throgh many times, But in the END he makes you so happy that you tend to forget those times.
I sometimes look at my 9+ years of career graph and think a lot as how much i have gone through and still i am not settled, But one day i will get the point which i wanted to achieve always.
It seems to be very near to me, but as close i get it taked two gaint steps ahead of me, then i smile and start my way again to take that two gaint steps so that i can reach it and not be left behind.
I like being trusted upon, and once trusted i try my best to be upto people's expectations.
but i really get frustrated sometimes when people dont want to listen to me, it stays in my mind for couple of hours, then i put the music on and swshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its gone with the wind.

So i have decided to get what i want, and will get it all. He is there who is always looking upon me and giving the strength and patience.

Life Goes the way it wants to be

Life sometimes seems to be far more unreachable tha u expect.
You never know how it will behave with you, at the spur of a moment you think its going to be good but the next second you know it has turned worse than ever.
You have many things to do in life which will never come easy, this is the lesson which i have learnt.
Also if you dont take risk when it is most needed you will never succeed.
I believe in sprituality, and sometimes feel like it is more better to be in the spiritual world than being in this world where you dont know what to do where to go, what this life has kept in store for you.
I believe in god, but have seen people who never believe in god, are happier that what i am.
Then the second thought my heart says, boi! God has kept something much much better than what these people are having now, so i smile at him and keep going on.

Joe - If I Was Your Man

if i was your man, girl
Girl I’m so tired of things
I just wanna settle down
I swear to you I’ve changed
Baby I aint bugging now
I know that I put you through hell
And you deserve to be with someone else
But I gotta be straight up
Girl I just wanna kiss and make up
We been through a lot of things
How can you throw that away?
You were the heart of me
Can’t believe you let it break
Tell me why you won’t let him go
You can say what you want
But I know
Baby no more lies
Imma keep it real this time
(Chorus)
Help me understand
What I’m saying aint getting through
Why I can’t be your man
When I’d give up the world for you
Girl I’d do the best I can
Love you forever
That’s what I’ll do
If I was your man
If I was your man
If I was your man
Got rid of everything that I knew was hurting you
My hustling in the streets
Gave that up for you too
Don’t want nothing else in the way
I just want to make sure that you’ll stay
Baby no more lies
Imma do it right this time
(Chorus)
Help me understand
What I’m saying aint getting through
Why I can’t be your man
When I’d give up the world for you
Girl I’d do the best I can
Love you forever
That’s what I’ll do
If I was your man
If I was your man
If I was your man
Can’t live without you anymore
Baby I know that you’re worth fighting for
Please say that you’re still in love with me
In my arms is where you need to be
I can’t live without you anymore
Baby I know that you’re worth fighting for
Please say that you’re still in love with me
In my arms is where you need to be
If I was your man
If I was your man
(Chorus)
Help me understand
What I’m saying aint getting through
Why I can’t be your man
When I’d give up the world for you
Girl I’d do the best I can
Love you forever
That’s what I’ll do
If I was your man
If I was your man
Help me understand
What I’m saying aint getting through
Why I can’t be your man
When I’d give up the world for you
Girl I’d do the best I can
Love you forever
That’s what I’ll do
If I was your man
If I was your man
If I was your man